Updates from Steve-O
July 13, 2008
Check Out This Whale I Rode...
Hello Everyone,
I've been out of the looney bin for a few days now, still completely nuts, but feeling much better. I was talking with someone today about God, and shared something that I think makes perfect sense. Our parents are our creators- we are all a part of our parents. They are all parts of their parents, and so on. If you follow everyone's family tree, each one has to lead to the same source, which would, logically, be called "Prime Creator", or "God". I want to be careful not to offend anyone, but, I see this as irrefutable. We are all God's Children. Beneath this video clip is some very interesting text from the Keylontic Dictionary which, in terms of The Freedom Teachings, defines "God" (and indicates that "God is not a far-distant, or perhaps "dead", patriarchal authoritarian creator that "once upon a time created us".) I really like the idea of a God that is very alive, that I am connected to through my conscience- which makes me feel good when I do good things. I felt very good on my mission to go ride this whale! Enjoy! I Love You All,
Steve-O
God Source
Last update:
September 20, 2006
(God - God Mind - ONENESS)
The Eternal Force, Heart-Mind of God, is an unquantifiable construct of energy, consciousness, cognition and identity. (See: Yunasai)
Pure, sentient, creative force. This force perpetually expands through new manifestations of itself though it remains perpetually the same. (See: Krist Code)
This is so, since the perpetual expansion of creation is balanced eternally by reciprocal contraction - eternal stillness, the Great Void.
The Force contains within itself, as a natural attribute of its being, a balance between stillness and motion, expansion, contraction, order and chaos, darkness and light, creation and the void... within which creation takes place.
Together, these attributes represent the eternal state of "Is-ness"; without end, the very Beingness of God.
Through this state the Cosmos is kept in perpetual balance, eternal stillness, eternal motion, and unending creation.
In the process of perpetual Evolution, particularly in relation to human consciousness, the intended path held within the Seed of Consciousness, is the reintegration of identity for the eventual return to At-One-Ment and co-creatorship with God Source.
(See: ManU, Yunasai, Law of One)
(The Tangible Structure of the Soul - Lecture Transcripts. Page 8)
God-Source expresses ALL Creation WITHIN ITSELF, the framework for manifestation of Time Matrices and Universes is NOT EXTERNAL to God-Source, it is INTERNAL.
ALL Creation resides WITHIN God-Source and God-Source resides WITHIN ALL Creation.
(See: God Worlds)
All Creation takes place WITHIN the consciousness of God and thus separation from God can only exist as the illusion of limited perception and forgetfulness of our original Source.
God-Source sets creation in motion through perpetually engaging part of its awareness in Vibrational Downstepping, by which the Cosmic Eternal Life Creation is formed.
On one level Source manifests as electrical expanding, oscillating currents and on the next level the currents of Source deflect to become opposite magnetic contracting or vibrating currents. (See: Deflection Field)
(The Forbidden Testaments of Revelation. Page 23)
When an individuation of God-Source experiences itself in a certain set of dimensional frequency bands, we say it is Phase Locked.
(Azuritepress.com)
Through the 8 Hova Body structure Microcosmic and Macrocosmic life fields are intimately interconnected and intertwined, forming a Universal Unified Field of Consciousness expressed in the form of aware-ized energy, through which consciousness can perceive itself in objectification.
In the manifestation process of Stair Step Creation, the entire Primal Substance of the universe itself is a conscious, living manifestation of the Omnipresent identity of God-Source, expressed in the form of energetic thought constructions, and thus all things manifest are living expressions of the Identity of God.
Scientific understanding of the universal physics inherent to the Stair Step Creation process allow us to spiritually comprehend that God is not a far-distant, or perhaps "dead", patriarchal authoritarian creator that "once upon a time created us".
The living fields of specifically ordered energy, through which a central God-Source expresses ITs consciousness in the form of manifestation, show us that God is a living Omnipresent Spirit that perpetually manifests as it moves through all things at all times, and that creation itself is continually and perpetually occurring.
God is both manifest and non-manifest simultaneously; IT expresses as spiritual reality of consciousness and simultaneously this expression exists as the true natural laws and eternal dynamics of energetic Creation Physics.
The scientific dynamics of Stair Step Creation imply the spiritual condition that God resides within and expresses directly through the human being, and exists within every manifest and non-manifest form in the exterior and interior worlds.
It also implies that the worlds of external perception and finite beings are not the "real" reality, but rather thought-form constructs that appear to be real to individuated portions of God's eternal consciousness that are ensconced within them.
In truth, these objectified worlds of form represent a holographic playground, contained within the creative mind of God-Source, which is the only real reality, through which God-as-living-consciousness expresses its desire to know and explore ITself AS infinite forms of creation.
God IS all things. Through demonstrating the spiritual and scientific union of all things, the Stair Step Creation model also implies that everyone and everything belongs, and has a rightful place of honor and due respect, within the ONENESS of Creation.
Things and beings that appear and behave in ways which appear most evil and ungodly are the portions of God-expressed that have most fully forgotten the true nature of their identity within the ONENESS that is God.
(Kathara Level 2-3 Foundations Manual - Page 13)
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Knowledge becomes Wisdom when aptly applied.
When we become "wise of the God Presence Within," we will be joyfully surprised to discover that in the Eternal Rapture Domains, God has no "wrath" but only "allowance," that in Its Perpetual Joy God LOVES, LAUGHS, DANCES, and SINGS... and in this way creation is perpetually reborn. |
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July 8, 2008
Hello Everyone...
Hello Everyone,
I can best describe the depression that led me to check into this looney bin as "a feeling of uselessness". I was finding it impossible to forgive myself for horrible things that I've done in the past, feeling like I couldn't live up to my new expectations of myself, and like I was stuck being someone that I wasn't proud of being. Depression was kicking my ass, so I went to my doctor for help, and he told me I'd better check into this funny farm. I believe that the best treatment for just about every disease of the mind is to be of service to others, and in order for addicts to stay in recovery from addiction, they must do things that make them feel useful. I've stayed clean for four months now, but, judging by the depression that brought me to this nut house, I need to do much more in the way of being useful. What I'm getting at here is that I think I might just be able to stay clean, and live a happier, fuller life, if I come up with lots of silly little ways (or big ones) to "live usefully". One day, not long ago, when I was deliberate about thinking of others and being useful, it turned out to be a really great day for me, Ryan Simonetti, and a whole bunch of little kids. I turned my birthday into a SKATEBOARD RAGE-O-RAMA! Check it out!:
http://www.jackassworld.com/blog/2008/07/08/steve-os-birthday-party
Just writing this has made me feel much better, now I think I'm going to write up a whole bunch of ridiculous ideas to usefully and ridiculously try to make the world a way radder place. I Love You All,
Steve-O
July 3, 2008
I’m Back In The Looney Bin...
Hello Everyone,
After seeing "Dr. Drew's Celebrity Addiction Special" on VH1 News, I figured it was time to put something out there for you all. I expected my part on that show to be much harder to watch than it wound up being. It made me want to explain a little bit of what I've been going through since I got clean, to help some of you understand how much damage drugs and alcohol have really done to me. I've now been clean for 115 days, and I'm, again, in a mental institution. I did so much cocaine, ketamine, pcp, nitrous oxide, and all sorts of other drugs, that, quite simply, my brain is fucked up. As you can probably tell by the way I'm writing this, my cognitive skills are alright, but, I frequently suffer from horrible mood swings and severe depression. Those of you who have followed my warped mind's trail on the Internet for a significant amount of time have, I'm sure, been very aware of those attributes, but, I just want you all to know that four fucking months (almost) of not touching a damn thing that a psychiatrist didn't perscribe to me hasn't changed that shit. The medication that is prescribed to me doesn't do the trick every day, let's just put it that way. I'm back in the looney bin trying to get that shit right. The bottom line is that doing drugs fucked my ass up and I'm going to be paying for it for a long time, probably for the rest of my life. Everyone's going to make their own decisions in life, but nobody needs to make the same mistakes I made. I love you all,
Steve-O
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Steve-O Mix Tape
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Steve-O Store Finally Launched!
Yeah dudes, it took much more time, effort, attention, and action than my Dad and I ever imagined it would, but, there was no way on Earth that we were going to let my fans deal with their purchases being held up in customs, so, we really set up the ultimate global e-commerce operation. If you live anywhere in the European Union, you can choose whether to make your purchase with Euros, Pounds, or US Dollars, and the merchandise will be shipped directly to you from a warehouse in the EU, with no complications caused by customs. For those of you in the US, merchandise will be shipped from a warehouse in the US, directly. I have four T-shirts that I am selling to get this business started, and they all rule! If you buy all four different designs, I'll only charge you for the price of three. I'm so happy that these shirts are finally available for you guys, the Steve-O Army, I can't even tell you. Make me happy, and buy these fuckin things, soon I'll have plenty more shit to buy, but, please, don't wait a minute before buying my bitchin ass T-Shirts. Woohoo! -O
Steve-O: Paparazzi Stuntman
The privacy of celebrities has been invaded by the paparazzi for years....now it's going to be invaded by me, too! You may ask, "Steve-O, what does this mean? Are you a paparazzi, a celebrity, or a stuntman?" The answer is, I'm all the above, baby! This video is simply fucking loaded with celebrities, I've been working on it for two and a half years. It's really, really close to being done, and it's the best goddamn video I've ever made, check out the trailer!
MTV Cribs
We had a blast shooting my second episode of MTV Cribs. I'm sure that I'm not supposed to leak it, but, here it is! Enjoy! Stay tuned for news about my new televison series on the USA Network as well-- I finally got it picked up! Woohoo!
Steve-O: The College Days
I remember, back in 1993, knowing damn well that I wasn't going to make it in University. Good thing I had a video camera and was on a mission to become a badass stuntman. All of my footage from college was lost, since 1993, and now I have it back. This video is amazing, check out the trailer!
